Andrea Gibson — 歌曲 Panic Button Collector 的歌词和翻译
此页面包含 Andrea Gibson 的“Panic Button Collector”的歌词和中文翻译。
歌词
Before taking to stage when asked if I allow flash photography? I always want
to say «No» because I’m terrified flash photography will give me epilepsy
I know it doesn’t work like that, still
I never eat nuts on an airplane out of fear of that I will suddenly develop a
nut allergy and if I have to asphyxiate? I don’t want it to happen at 30,
000 feet
Twice in the last two years I’ve been aborted from an airplane for running
screaming down the aisles as the plane was taking off
I can’t walk through San Francisco without worrying my indigestion is the
beginning of an earthquake
I brace for tsunamis besides lakes in Colorado
I’m not joking
The last time I saw Niagara Falls I couldn’t take it
It was too much much
I had to plug my ears to look at it and close my eyes to listen
Generally I can’t do all my senses at the same time they are too much much
Like if you touch me without warning, whoever you are, it will take everything
I have to not hate you
Imagine your hands are electrical sockets and I am constantly aware that I am
99% water
It’s not that I’ve not tried to build a dam
Ask my therapist who pays her mortgage
My cost of living went up at five years old when I told my mother I have to
stop going to birthday parties because every time I hear a balloon pop I feel
like I’m gonna get murdered in the heart
Last year a balloon popped on the stage where I was performing, I started
crying in front of the whole crowd
plugged my ears and kept repeating the word «LOUD LOUD LOUD LOUD»
it was super sexy
That’s what I do, I do super sexy
Like when I asked the super cute barista 11 times ‘you sure this is
decaffeinated? Are you sure this is decaffeinated? Are you sure that'- yes I
drink decaffeinated and still jitter like a bug running from the bright bright
bright
I have spent years of my life wearing a tight rubber band hidden beneath my
hair so my brain could have a hug
These days when no one’s looking I wear a fuzzy fitted winter hat that buttons
tight beneath the chin
I only ever wear a tie so that when I convince myself I’m choking my senses
have something they are certain they can blame
As a kid I was so certain I would die by the way of a meteor falling on my head
I would go whole weeks without looking at the sky ‘cause I didn’t want to
witness the coming of my own death
I started tapping the kitchen sink seven times to build a shield
My mother started making lists of everything I thought would kill me,
in hopes that if I saw my fears they would disappear
Bless her heart, but the first time I saw that list I started filling a salad
bowl with bleach and soaking my shoe laces overnight so in the morning when I
ironed them they would be so bright I would be certain I had control over how
much dark could break into my light
How much jack hammer could break into my heart
My spine it has always been a lasso that could never catch my breath
I honestly can’t imagine how it would feel to walk into a room full of people
and not feel the roof collapsing on my ‘NO NO NO I am not fine'
Fine is the suckiest word, it never tells the truth
And more than anything I have ever been afraid of, I am terrified of lies
How they war the world
How they sound by our tongues
How they bone dry the marrow
How they never out-allow the inside
How did we get through high school without being taught Dr. King spent two
decades having panic attacks?
Avoided Windows
Jumped at thunder
I think we are all part flight the fight
Part run for your life
Part ‘please please please like me'
Part Can’t breathe
Part scared to say you’re scared
Part say it anyway
You panic button collector
You clock of beautiful ticks
You run out the door if you need to
You flock to the front row of your own class
You feather everything until you know you can always, always shake like a leaf
on my family tree and know you belong here
You belong here and everything you feel is okay
Everything you feel is okay"
歌词翻译
当被问及是否允许闪光摄影时，在上台之前？ 我一直想
说"不"，因为我害怕flash摄影会给我癫痫
我知道这不是那样的，仍然
我从来没有吃坚果在飞机上出于恐惧，我会突然发展
坚果过敏，如果我必须asph息？ 我不希望它发生在30,
000英尺
在过去的两年中，我曾两次因为跑步而被从飞机上流产
飞机起飞时在过道上尖叫
我不能走过旧金山，而不用担心我的消化不良是
地震的开始
除了科罗拉多州的湖泊之外，我还应对海啸
我没开玩笑
我最后一次看到尼亚加拉大Falls布时，我受不了了
太过分了
我不得不插上耳朵看它，闭上眼睛听
一般来说，我不能在同一时间做我所有的感官，他们太多了
就像如果你触摸我没有警告，不管你是谁，它会采取一切
我必须不恨你
想象一下，你的手是电插座，我不断意识到，我
99%水
这并不是说我没有试图建立一个水坝
问问我的治疗师谁支付她的抵押贷款
当我告诉我的母亲我必须在五岁时，我的生活成本上升
停止去生日派对，因为每次我听到一个气球流行，我觉得
就像我会在心脏被谋杀一样
去年我表演的舞台上弹出了一个气球，我开始
在众人面前哭泣
插上我的耳朵，并不断重复单词"大声大声大声大声»
这是超级性感
这就是我做的，我做的超级性感
就像当我问超级可爱的咖啡师11次"你确定这是
无咖啡因？ 你确定这是不含咖啡因的? -你确定that？-是的，我
喝脱咖啡因，仍然抖动像从明亮的明亮运行的错误
明亮
我花了几年我的生活穿着紧密的橡皮筋隐藏在我的下方
头发让我的大脑可以有一个拥抱
这些天，当没有人看我穿一个模糊的冬季帽子，按钮
紧下巴
我只打领带，所以当我说服自己时，我会cho息我的感官
有他们确信他们可以责怪的东西
作为一个孩子，我是如此肯定，我会死的流星落在我的头上的方式
我会去整个星期不看天空因为我不想
见证我自己的死亡即将到来
我开始敲厨房的水槽七次，以建立一个盾牌
我母亲开始列出我认为会杀了我的所有东西,
希望如果我看到我的恐惧，他们会消失
祝福她的心脏，但我第一次看到这个名单，我开始填写沙拉
碗漂白剂和aking泡我的鞋带过夜，所以在早上，当我
熨烫他们，他们会如此明亮，我会肯定我有如何控制
多黑暗可以闯入我的光明
多少杰克锤可以打破我的心脏
我的脊椎它一直是一个套索，可能永远不会赶上我的呼吸
老实说，我无法想象走进一个满屋子的人会是什么感觉
而不是觉得屋顶倒塌在我的'不，不，不，我不好'
精细是最烂的词，它永远不会说实话
我最害怕的是谎言
他们如何战争世界
我们的舌头是如何发出声音的
他们如何干骨髓
他们如何永远不会出-允许里面
我们如何通过高中没有被教导金博士花了两年
几十年有惊恐发作？
避免窗口
跳下雷声
我想我们都是逃避战斗的一部分
部分运行你的生活
部分"请请请喜欢我"
无法呼吸
一部分害怕说你害怕
不管怎么说
你恐慌按钮收集器
你美丽的时钟滴答
如果你需要，你可以跑出门
你涌向自己班的前排
你羽毛的一切，直到你知道你总是可以，总是像叶子一样摇
知道你属于这里
你属于这里，你觉得一切都还好
你感觉到的一切都还好"